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I Despise Having my Time Wasted and Losing Money, doesn't everyone?
So, I thought I would take the time to just vent. As many of you know, I recently hosted an event in Lake Forest and had such a great response as far as RSVP's and interested clicks. I was looking forward to having a much larger turnout than what I did. Typically when people RSVP to an event, for those who are unaware, when you see the RSVP amount cut that in half (referring to the going list not interested) then minus a few more of those RSVP's of I am going, and that is ty

shy s
Jun 6


The Effect of Mindfulness: How Our Actions Impact Those Around Us and the Ripple Effect of being Intentional
Mindfulness often brings to mind personal calm and self-awareness, but its influence extends far beyond the individual. Every action we take sends ripples through the lives of others, shaping relationships and the broader social environment. Understanding how our behavior directly affects those around us can indefinitely change the world for the better. It sounds cliché and I am aware of that, however it is facts. I am so frustrated by the ignorance and selfishness of the wor

shy s
Jun 4
Embracing Sexual Exploration: The Realities Behind the Scenes
The Balancing Act of Passion and Responsibility One of the hardest responsibilities I face daily is the feeling of failure in my passion. I love creating sexual exploration, freedom, and new experiences. I thrive on pushing boundaries, meeting my fans, hosting gang bang events, and scheduling meet-ups. But let’s be real. Juggling all my social accounts Responding to fans, potential collaborators, and business opportunities takes time. And somehow, I have my 'normal’ life. So,

shy s
May 16


Creative Rukkushy Art Prints: A Bold New Wave in Adult Art
Rukkushy art prints, wasn't too sure what to think about this when i first heard it. like omg how vain do you think i am was my first thought. Just for someone who creates/publishes Adult content? Sure. But as art? These prints are provocative; they’re raw, and unapologetically bold. Fuck it why not bring a little of that bold and unapologetic energy into your own space? What makes these prints so unique? You might be wondering, “What sets these prints apart from the usual ad

shy s
Apr 29
Not All Women Are Man-Haters Who Politely Turn You Down/Deny Your Assistance
There’s a common misconception that women who seem independent or guarded are rejecting men’s help out of spite or a dislike for men. But what if the reality is more nuanced? What if their reluctance stems from past experiences where accepting help led to unintended consequences—consequences that lingered far longer than anyone anticipated? Understanding the Alpha Woman For some women, stepping into their alpha mode isn’t a choice—it’s a necessity. It’s about taking control o

shy s
Apr 23


Fired from my job .....
So as most of you know who have gotten to know me since starting my life on Fetlife and having events I was fired back in February of 2025. It was my forever home or so i thought. i was in health care and loved my job. I loved my patients and they became like family to me. I still think about them daily. i think about one patient in particular who was a single dad of 4 and was out of no where diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. my last week working (unknowingly) he came in for tre

shy s
Apr 21


First Gang bang event....
First time at a gang bang......

shy s
Apr 15
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